thank you @mindgroovinrocketman ! funny how you managed to draw this with me in the same room! haha here’s to more birthdays celebrated together~✨ i love you!
still one of my favorite artworks from you @mindgroovinrocketman ily.
thank you @mindgroovinrocketman ! funny how you managed to draw this with me in the same room! haha here’s to more birthdays celebrated together~✨ i love you!
still one of my favorite artworks from you @mindgroovinrocketman ily.
how sad it is
that the things we used to love
when we are angry and hopeless
turns into the things we detest–
like little smiles and endearing gestures
become hooks and chains
that disable us
good mornings and hellos
become garbled noise
and connections that were once
ribbons tied around our fingers,
become the noose we hang
our disappointments.
i do not want this darkness
to tell my heart it is wrong
to love fiercely
i want to see the sunshine
through the storm
to see the hope and the good
in the people we love
i choose to see the glass half full
and never running on empty
because even a droplet in an ocean of tears
is just as important as our fears
so i will hold everything
and everyone to the same
kind of love i want for myself.
i built my walls up
and made a house
of glass
a long time ago
a wolf came by
and knocked
and i let it through
my house
tumbled to the ground.
i will build it again
with iron and stone
i will build it again,
i will.
no matter how hard life gets
remain soft
remain kind
don’t let hate
devour your mind
be the light
be the love
shine bright through the darkest night
i want to learn how
to be–
enough.
for the days
when there is less
and for days
when there is more
for enough means–
just right.
nothing less,
nothing more.
it would best if i disappeared. well.
come back beautifully, with poetry and with song; stars in your eyes and sweetness on your tongue.
the thing about sadness and pain is that, they burrow in the nooks and crannies of your being and you spend a lifetime trying to fish them out. sometimes you’re not aware they’re there. sometimes they’re like acquaintances, dropping by unexpectedly, to the house of happiness you’ve built. sometimes they’re lovers who rile you up in the middle of the night. sometimes they’re even old friends who know you and sit with you on a sidewalk as you silently lean on their shoulder. all the same, they are friends and they are foes. they need to be loved in order to go.
i just want to die.